Saturday, September 25, 2010 @ 10:35:00 PM
Horrible reality
It came back. The
illusion spinning is
back.. And it's bad now. Shoot. It was fine one or two weeks ago. Feel so horrible this moment.. Should I go and consult a doctor or something? First of all, my mum doesn't even know how it feels like.. She thought I was kidding or something like this is impossible.. Haish.. How am I so miserable? T_T
And even though I seem popular and not to go
without with among my cliques.. I do seem very unpopular/friendless. And I do really mean,
very. Now I have 4 tickets to the
"Alive Gallery" but I can't think of any one to go with me! Or maybe just 1 or 2. Not even making up 4.. Oh gosh..
Ain't I pathetic? My brother said I'm used to being alone. Now I think it's really true. I love going out alone? Love cuddling up in my room with a romance book? Woahs, pure loner.
Miserable, pathetic and friendless reality.. Can this go anymore awful?
Joanne, 17.
