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Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 12:08:00 AM
Feel so wrecked!
Ya ya, woke up damn early today for my check-up.. I seriously hate that place. It never fails to give mme goosebumps! I can't discharge, need to continue to monitor it.. I really wonder, how long is this going to continue? 1year? 2 years? Or when something really did happen? PLEASEEEE, I've had enough. I dont want anymore! It's me who's always spending soooo much on medical expenses.. Argh.. Still have to go for blood test and scanning once every year. That place really creeps me..Well whatever...Woke up early, made me had a bad day! Didn't sleep enough, in the end when I got back from the check up, kept sleeping like dead pig. Now my head hurts, my right shoulder feels so sprained. Totally crap day..Tomorrow.. I wonder what we are going to do. Will the training be very stressful? T_T Now now the weather sucks like nobody business.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHITTTTT!!~~~~it's his birthday.. i just sent a birthday sms. normally he would at least reply for a thanks. but, i don't think he's going to do it. he forgot to send his wishes for me like 2 years alr? guess he's not going to care about it this year too. crap, does he really hate me that much? 'no time' is just some lousy and expired excuse. damn him. it's not that i don't want to let go. he's making me unable to let go. at least SAY something. don't just go unknowingly. selfish shyt idiot!
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About

Joanne, 17.
09November1992.
Ngee Ann Polytechnic, LMGT.
Love my secret music non-stop; always with earphones on.
My SHINee's da best
아자 아자 화이팅~*
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